Been feeling rather interesting lately. Mood has been good. I'm happy and still enjoying hobbies. Sleep is good. I just feel like I don't know where I'm going. I've been feeling it for a good amount of time now, and while it seems rather ridiculous that the switch 2 direct was the last straw, that's just how it is sometimes. I have no clue what it is I want to do. I flit between interests and can never commit to anything. The only two things I know for sure I want to keep doing forever are working out and reading, but I have no interest in turning either of those into a career. And it feels like my time to decide runs out quicker and quicker by the day. I've been looking at my phone too much recently. Doomscrolling reels has got to be my biggest vice. I tried to cut down, and it worked for maybe a couple days. I think I honestly just need to delete the app. I should come home, sit quietly, really think about what it is I truly want to do at that moment, then do it. I feel like spending time in better ways would make me more fulfilled. I definitely want to keep writing these blog posts. I was reading recently about how you "don't know what you think until you write it." That couldn't be more true. Writing these has definitely helped me make sense of my brain. I've also been keeping an open note on my phone about blog post ideas. When I get one, I write it down so I remember what thought I want to explore when I sit down to write my post. It's been helping a ton.
Otherwise, today was a pretty good day. I had a good time at work, had a good breakfast, a good lunch, a good dinner, and read more of my book. I took today and yesterday as rest days cause I was feeling rather spent, and now I'm ready to get back into the gym tomorrow after work. I think it's gonna be a good one tomorrow.